Day 24/5 - A letter to my parents

Day 24 - A letter to my parents


I have avoided this one, cos its painful.

Dear Mum,
I love you. You are there when I need you, my best friend. You have laid the foundations of my life, my personality, and my morals. While I don't always agree with the choices you have made in life, I admire you for those choices. You have been strong when it has been needed, but loving and fragile when required. I will always look up to you, and be open with you. I will always appreciate you, and what you have done, and lean on you when I need strength. You are my angel, and I love you.

Kat

Day 26- What you think about your friends

Day 26- What you think about your friends


eeek.... I have very few good friends, and this is one of my problems. The ones I do have are very sweet, and there for a reason. I adore them.

I have had many friends over the years, but truthfully I get sick of being used, and it happens often. I think this is a fault I cause tho. But sometimes I would love ppl to ask how I am, how Im feeling. Yep I have no issue with talking with them through their latest drama, but sometimes all I want to do is focus on mine.

I dont think I have always chosen the best people to befriend, many just wanted a plaything, someone they knew they could fall back on. Well I gave most of that up.

I am super happy to say tho that I have one or two that are very special to me, and Id rather it that way, than have the 100's that I knew, with noone really close.

Day 24 - a bit of a mix up

Ok, so I really dont have the energy, emotionally or physically to do day 24 today, I will either post up tonite, or do tomorrow. So I will do day 25

Day 25- What I would find in your bag

This pile of paper just came out of the 'enviro' bag. By the way I dont have a fine, its just my rego sticker.

inside my 'handbag' yes that is a can of tuna and strapping tape!

As you can see from the pics, I dont even carry a handbag. I dont want to spend the money and buy a tote, I should tho.  ok, so lets itemise what is in it:


wallet, phone, 2 x payslips, rego sticker, sewing pattern, notebook, diary, organiser, bills, catalogues, the mornings mail, glasses, girly things, can of tuna, 2 x coffee satchets, headphones, hairbands (a whole pack), a nail file, a container of shake mix, moisturiser, comb, hair clip, mints, foundation, a sharpener (huh?) and then my makeup bag and handbag.


Contents of these bags:
usb key, mints, deoderant, 2 xlighters (I will just mention that I dont smoke), body spray, a pen, rechargeable batteries, a safety pin, earrings, oil control lotion, moisturiser, eye shadow, lip gloss, mascara, pressed foundation, concealer, eyeliner, a liquid foundation, another hair clip, makeup mirror,  a makeup brush and finally keys and my bottle of water. 


Ok yes I know I am rediculous!!! Im pretty sure its all just laziness. I looked at it all this morning, and was going to clear it out, and then gathered I would do it at work. I didnt realise that I would have to bare it all today. So yes, tonight it will be emptied, and I might drop in and grab a proper bag. 

Day 21, 22 & 23

Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy

Baby pics make me happy, baby's make me happy. 


What can I say..Its just true!
From as long as I can remember, I've always been the one that holds the baby, I was a natural born mum.


Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else


What makes me different? I am loving, caring, affectionate, kind, and patient, I am also cold, callous and impatient. I am a different person with my family and friends than to those who don't know me. 


I am logical, and can work out how to do most things. I will pull apart anything and mostly be able to put it back together, I have no qualms about getting my hands dirty, riding a motorcycle, driving a truck, using power tools. But love makeup, crocheting, and dressing up.  


I would love to go punk, get tattoos, piercings and crazy hair, but want to run courses in deportment. I love paganism, spirituality, and being a free spirit, but love religion, being in a church and the structure of religions. 


 I am everything rolled into one, and I like that. 

Day 23- Something you crave for a lot

I crave success and power and stability. 

Aussie Girls

TOUGH GIRLS come from NEW YORK, SWEET GIRLS come from CANADA, BARBIE GIRLS come from SWEDEN, BUT us *AUSSIE* GIRLS have fire and ice in our blood!!We can ride 4-wheelers, be a princess, throw a right hook, love football, pack heat, fish with the boys, bake a cake, be great mums, ...party, and love with a passion And, if we have an opinion YOU KNOW UR GONNA HEAR IT!! 

I love this..Im an Aussie Girl

Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

I married my husband after being engaged for 2 months and together 2 years. We have had some super rocky times, where honestly I didn't think we would make it, but this year we will be celebrating 3 years of marriage, and in 6 days, 5 years together. 5 is my magic number. No longer are we 'newly weds' or a 'young' couple, we are committed, and a happily married 'old' couple. 

D and I have been through the wringers and back. After a world of lies and half truths, fights etc, we found out that D has bi-polar. I know that this is not an excuse, but it was because of this diagnosis that we were able to get help, and learn to deal with what this metal health issue threw at us. Life can be rocky, and it can be frustrating, but I cant imagine my life without him. And honestly there are days that he frustrates me so badly that I am ready to just bite him...lol. It is definitely a learning experience. Together we have fun, he has taught me that life is to enjoy, that I dont need to be the serious one. He has taught me that there is something so much better than the fairy tales. Together him and I can conquer the world, we can follow our dreams, and we will always have that person by our side to fall back on and I cant think of a better man to spend my life with. 

The other thing that I gained with D was his name.I know this is a bit odd for me to make a point of, but its something that I never truly had. I was named at birth with my mother's maiden name, at 12, my father decided I was to have his, so I was to drop my original last name. Then at 15 I decided that I should not have been made to change without my input and hyphenated it. Then when I was 18, legally I had to revert to my mothers maiden name (she never got around to legally changing it). For so many years my name kept changing, it was never mine, I had no link to it, no ownership. Then I married D. No longer was my name changed to whatever someone felt like, I was Mrs S. It is mine, no one can take it from me, that is my name. And as I have told D, if for any reason we divorce, I will remain Ms S. Its my freaking name, I worked hard for it, Its mine!

Im ready to take on the world

Im feeling like I'm getting ready for a big fight today, I don't know why. I feel like I'm gearing up for something, something that wont affect me, but someone close to me. I'm umm-ing and ahh-ing about sending a message, but I just think I'm a little nuts. Its just one of those days.