What do I want out of life?

I want children, I would prefer two, but 1 will do me. I want to experience pregnancy and childbirth (yes I am a freak). I want to experience being a mother and I so badly want to make my husband a father. He would be a wonderful one, and my heartbreaks when I see him with the kids.

I want to have a career I enjoy, working independently for myself. I dont necessarily want to work from home, but as long as I work for myself
I want to work in any field pretty much. But I want to find my passion.

I want to earn good money to have the things that I want. I am not completely material, but I want a comfortable life for my family.

I want to be challenged, and educated, I want to finish a uni degree. 1st step tho is to finish my diploma.

I want to be healthy and fit. I want to eat only healthy organic food, and run a 10km fun run. I want my children to grow up without body or food issues.

I want to be fasting at least twice a year, once in autumn and once in spring.

I want to have a loving healthy relationship with my hubby. (well continue to have the good relationship we have now)

Im sure there is more...but thats what I hope for today

Getting Slack

I always have so many ideas. New adventures, now ventures and always need to write stacks down to get it off my mind. Im getting nowhere tho. With all of this stuff that pours out, I never get about to doing everything I need to do. So I am slowly putting the plans and timeframes in place.

Here are the things I need to do

Work out what my ideal life is.
 - what do I want out of life?

Next Projects:
Narrow down my ideas
Select a set few
Organise a timeframe as to when I want them done by
Get together a plan.
STICK TO THE PLAN

I think D and I need another computer. We only have the one, so if he is on it, I dont get the chance.

Day 11 - A letter of Appreciation

To my darling hubby,

There is so much about you I absolutely love and adore. So many things that you do, from the very little to the massive things that I appreciate so very much.

When I first met you, you made me smile and laugh, and changed my world, I am such a different person to who I would have been without you.

....

haha yeah right, Im not putting this all here

seeya!!!!

Day 9 - Tackle Procrastination

1. Identify something you’ve been putting off in the past week/month/years.
   • I have been procrastinating about losing weight, for the last few years
2. Answer this question: Why am I procrastinating on this?
• Why do I procrastinate about this? Its too hard....Im trying to find the easy way out instead of putting the effort into it, its something I do with everything

Key Motivations

Feel better about myself - feel alive again

Health

Baby

Marriage

Action Plan

Diet - Cut out the crap

Exercise - Walking - Bike

Character Board #30BBM Day 5

#30BBM Day 4

How did I go today? Did I do my random act of kindness..have u been sitting at the edge of your seat waiting to find out?

well I did...sort of.

There is a woman at work who irritates everyone, and most people ignore her. I made a point today to say hello and involve her in the conversations. Took the time out to really listen to what she had to say. Yes she frustrates people, but it didnt take much to listen.

#30BBM Day 4

“Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle.” – Plato
“Do right. Do your best. Treat others as you want to be treated.” – Lou Holtz
“A man never stands as tall as when he kneels to help a child.” – The Knights of Pythagoras

On a scale of 1-10, how kind do you think you are?

On a scale of 1-10 I think Im probably a 7. I still need work, but I think I am mostly very kind. I go out of my way to help people, and make them feel better. I am happy to help someone cross a street, carry a bag, or help an old lady down the street, or simply offer a smile. There are days tho that Im not, and I am embarassed that I do have these days. 

Your Task: Be Kind Today

Imagine you’re standing before a room that’s bursting with warm, golden light. The light is so bright that you can see it bursting through every opening, every nook and cranny from inside the room to the world. It’s literally overpowering everything in your surroundings.

As you walk up to the door, you see the word “Kindness” written on it. This is when you realize this is a room filled with pure, sheer, unadulterated kind energy.

Your task today:

1. Step into the room.
   • Imagine yourself being basked, from head to toe, in the pure, kind energy. The light is so powerful that it penetrates into your body and reaches into the core of your heart.
   • As it does that, it somehow unlocks something inside you, deep in your soul. Suddenly, a strong beam of light starts to shine from inside your heart, first illuminating your whole body, and bursting into the world out there.
   • This occurs for a good 5-10 seconds, before the light fades away. You’re now radiating a positive glow; an luminescent aura that. There’s no doubt about it – you’re now a different person from before you stepped inside. You’re now filled with kindness, inside and out. Every fiber of your being, every cell in your body, is now filled with pure, kind energy.
2. Today, you are a beacon of kindness. Exemplify kindness in everything you do, every thought you have, every action you take. This means…
• Being kind to everyone you see.
• Going out of your usual zone to help others.
• Smiling at strangers, even they aren’t smiling at you first.
• Saying hi / Greeting everyone you see.
• Doing something special for someone / others, without reason.
• Loving others as if they were you.

Generally I am kind, I will smile at strangers, greet them hi if I catch their eye. Today I made the decision to liven up my new work group. They were very quiet and kept to themselves. I decided to create a nice atmosphere, and start getting some conversations happening, and just get everyone chatting. It was a success, I had a great day. Happily I did this before I read this post. So tomorrows mission, to keep this up, but find something nice to do for someone else :)