and so it starts....

Welcome, I'm Moby. I have tried blogging many times before, but never quite keep it up, so no promises, that this will be a regular thing. But I have my new lil iphone...who I've called Daisy, and I am hoping that she will remind me to update this weekly.

So what is the blog for? well Ive reached that stage in life where I need to make changes, I have weight to lose, I have a disgustingly unorganised, messy home, I still feel like a teenager, and yet we are trying for a baby. Well in comes the blog. I want ppls opinions, I want links to fantastic superwomen, and I want somewhere where I can compare where I end up, to where I started.

A little about me. I am 26 years old and have been married 2 years in December to a wonderful man. Unfortunately with that wonderful man, came excess kgs, and a desire to spend more time with him, than cooking, cleaning or keeping on track of pretty much anything. We have 4 animals, 2 dogs and 2 cats, and lead a pretty quiet life. I am currently at university, studying a Bachelor of Psychology and working full time as an Administrative/Accounts Contractor. Im a little in love with life, and well very inlove with the internet, and cant wait to start on this journey.

Well thats a lie, I already have started on this journey. Last weekend I started Tony Ferguson, (a meal replacement/pharmacy diet) and while my weight loss has not been astounding, its been there. I have quit my job that I never really liked after nearly 3 years, and am taking the leap to work for a family business, and casually as a contractor. I have started trying to keep at least my kitchen clean (a big deal for me ) and making my bed of a morning, so yeah now its just the steps that come after.

I have been sitting here this afternoon trying to work out what it is that makes us start to feel like grown ups, and honestly I dont know. I still dont. I am hoping by getting my life in order, and starting to act like one, maybe my brain will follow. well, Im hoping anyway.

I also have this ambition to be superwoman. U know those women, the ones everyone envies. They look fantastic, not a hair out of place, they have the perfect house, always spotless, a wonderful family, and a great job, and I want to be her. Well honestly I want to be Bree. There is a great Blog called 'being Bree' or something like that, I should try to look it up again. And before I get flamed by those who think I am just accomodating those outdated gender stereotypes..I dont care. I want this for myself, I still believe my husband does his fair share, but I want that order for myself. I want to go home each night to a house that sparkles, to not fear people coming over, to be so friendly and to take so much pride in my appearance, that ppl automatically radiate towards me. I once was like this, I want to be there again.

so heres goes...here goes my big adventure...