everything seems so hard...

well a bit of a woe is me post...I guess I had to do it somewhere, and twitter is probably getting sick of hearing it..

We are moving house, back in with my folks for a lil bit to try and save money, but things have been pretty shit going.
we moved into mums early..BIG MISTAKE...it left us 3 weeks to pack up and move. But I also got hit with a mass of college assignments, and D got rostered on every weekend. so instead mum and lil sis ended up packing everything for us, we called in removalists and had hoped just to have to clean the house. well....we kept running out of boxes (I wasnt there to throw stuff out), the removalists didnt take all of our stuff, so we still had to hire a truck, and the cleaning has taken 3 days and the real estate still isnt happy. So we are at the last weekend. I have a varnish stain on the carpet from our side table (crap!) and just over it. So I am leaving the real estate to call in a cleaner. Tomorrow I will go up and try WD-40 on the stain (Im all out of other ideas), wipe over a few others cupboards and leave the walls to the professionals. Time to bite the bullet and just fail! I hate how fussy Delfin is about its houses, we have never had this drama before!

So we are moving forward. I am on my second last semester at college, that has started, I thankfully finished summer semester...thank god! and now for new adventures. we are focusing on trying to pay all our bills out and buy a house. Fingers crossed we can do it. Now to learn to be super frugal and get cracking! from next week we should have all our bills paid and then to focus on paying out the credit cards. Well that and make our room here more liveable.

Work is getting a bit tense, we are close to the end of our contracts, so it wont be long until I have to find another one. I would really love a government position, but will have to see what I can find. I want the stability of government, the money from government and the ability to go further in gov. But we will see what happens over the next few months.

Something I am toying with as well is going vegetarian with the option to go vegan later. D is really bad at being able to process meat, his system just cant do it, so Im thinking it might be a good idea. We both hate how inhumanely animals are treated in the process and could live a little happier knowing we dont have anything do to with it.

Just stuff to think about.

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What do I want out of life?

I want children, I would prefer two, but 1 will do me. I want to experience pregnancy and childbirth (yes I am a freak). I want to experience being a mother and I so badly want to make my husband a father. He would be a wonderful one, and my heartbreaks when I see him with the kids.

I want to have a career I enjoy, working independently for myself. I dont necessarily want to work from home, but as long as I work for myself
I want to work in any field pretty much. But I want to find my passion.

I want to earn good money to have the things that I want. I am not completely material, but I want a comfortable life for my family.

I want to be challenged, and educated, I want to finish a uni degree. 1st step tho is to finish my diploma.

I want to be healthy and fit. I want to eat only healthy organic food, and run a 10km fun run. I want my children to grow up without body or food issues.

I want to be fasting at least twice a year, once in autumn and once in spring.

I want to have a loving healthy relationship with my hubby. (well continue to have the good relationship we have now)

Im sure there is more...but thats what I hope for today

Getting Slack

I always have so many ideas. New adventures, now ventures and always need to write stacks down to get it off my mind. Im getting nowhere tho. With all of this stuff that pours out, I never get about to doing everything I need to do. So I am slowly putting the plans and timeframes in place.

Here are the things I need to do

Work out what my ideal life is.
 - what do I want out of life?

Next Projects:
Narrow down my ideas
Select a set few
Organise a timeframe as to when I want them done by
Get together a plan.
STICK TO THE PLAN

I think D and I need another computer. We only have the one, so if he is on it, I dont get the chance.