Exhaustion., assignments and a two week waiy

So here I am again, hald way through my two week wait. For all of you who do not know what I mean, its the week between ovulation and being able to test for pregnancy. Its soooo nerve wracking, throw in two assignments and hell at work and we have one very tited, exhausted Kitty!! Uni is crap at the moment, concentration levels are extremely low, my assignments are all late and I'll b luck to scrape through this semester. Theres goes my 6.5 GPA. So I've hit a brick wall and yeah am not even making a dent. So what do I do? Fuck knows!!! Im crossing fingers that I have a little positive pregnancy test in a week, and that somehow my brain will work long enough to get my assignments done. Until then... Im out



- Blessed be
Moby xoxo

Hitting the post new year dip

Yep its that time of year again, the xmas decos have been put away, streamers and squealers have been thrown, and the new years reso's are already becoming a distant memory. Well in my case they are trying to.... But I wont let them goddamn it!!! I have been slack yesterday and today, I will admit it, but, we went to see Avatar 3D last night and had to recover today. A poor excuse I know, but oh well. Food is going ok, I am struggling to stay around 1200, but am managing around 1500. I need to make some smarter food choices, cravings though are a bastard!! I will get there though, and the weight will come off, I have to remember to be patient. Inregards to other areas of life, hmmmm, well my kitchen is staying clean. I have been making a few other little changes, but slow n steady wins the race. Anyway im off.. Time for sleep.


- Blessed be
Moby xoxo

Getting into the groove

So the main new years reso was to lose weight and get fit, well we are getting there. Mr D is already looking smaller and nearly 5k lighter. He has been consistantly doing 40mjns on the treadmill each night and did his first jog tonite 4x 1min jogs. Im so proud, he'll be fit as in no time!! Well I did 35mins tonite, so good for my dodgy feet, and another 15 on the wii. If I can keep this up, by xmas I should be close to beach going. Well in boardies anyway. Maybe next year I might have a chance at a bikini. I'm expecting slow weight loss due to PCOS, so just focusing on fitness. I want to run 10km


- Blessed be
Moby xoxo

Late night...musing?

So its 11pm, the day after mybday. I played singstar for a few hours today at mums, moved some furniture in our house around (it looks pretty good) and watched amovie. All pretty dull, but a highlight is that I caught up with an old friend on facebook today. Im so excited to get in contact with her, but even more so, to find out she has a 6 month old soon. She was wanting a baby so much but they had fertility issues. Such a wonderful thing, they look so happy. I also found out tonite that my cousin is expecting too. It feels like everyone around me is either pregnant or with young kids. I feel very happy for them all, but I'm ready for that and wish they would send baby voodoo this way. I'm going to try going nuts from tomorrow. Nuts with exercise, healthy eating, keeping my house and garden clean, and saving money. I want a happy comfortable life, I just have to work at getting it. So its back to planning and back to working hard, and hopefully soon I'll get there. It's going to start with me finishing the house tomorrow, cleaning the last of the baby room and our room, and then some time on the wii and 30 mins on the treadmill. I want to work up to 45mins jogging by end of April.

Sooo many plans. But I guess I have to work hard for the life we want.

- Blessed be
Moby xoxo

Its my birthday :)

Today has been the greatest! Ive never really gotten much or celebrated my bday due to it being so close to the holidays, but this year has been different. I had a bit of a blubber last night with hubby as i didnt have a present to open today and knew that except for a cake, we couldnt really afford to do anything. But i pulled my shit together, and my lovely hubby kept me awake till midnight to wish me happy birthday :)
So anyway i got to work today (i work with my family) and my folks and sister worked together to make my day pretty special. I got given a few little presents and my sister went overboard and bought some beads for my new pandora bracelet.... I even got bday cards. I know this sounds silly to most, but those born around xmas to low income families will understand. My hubby is even taking me out to dinner! So im extremely excited and super super grateful for all of the effort today. And look forward to being 27 and hopefully a lil more wiser.





- Blessed be
Moby xoxo

Ill ill ill

Well today has been okay, i have a massive assignment due in tomorrow night, and havent started it yet. I have been working hard at work, getting back into the swing of things, but things dont really get too far. Working for family is frustrating when u know it just not run professionally.... Grrr. Anyway, tonite being super tired i got Mr D to cook, anyway it ended up potato and gravy. (tis what i wanted) except the gravy was super salty. So now I feel quite ill, but stupidly want to eat cos I feel ill. Its all due to parental programming. Whenever I was ill when I was younger my pop and mum would always tell us to eat something cos 'we might be hungry' or we got comfort food (icecream, custard, jelly etc). So I'm wondering how many others are like this. I have so many brain issues to work thru to help lose this weight. It might take some time.
- Blessed be
Moby xoxo

Cheers to an exciting 2010!!!

Well here I am blogging from Daisy. Its the 4th day of the new year and am counting down the days until I'm 27. I'm determined that this year is going to be a turning point, I refuse to accept anything less. I have spent the last two months going crazy with work, its been so hectic. I have had 3 overdue assignments, and over the xmas holidays have travelled over 5000kms. But back to work today, in a new office. Things should b so much settled there thankfully, and I'm excited about what the year has in store.