A new day

So I start my new job today, at a designers of womens clothing. So here I am surrounded by vety thin, artsy pretty people and the first thing I do is spill coffee on my white shirt..grrr. But Im here earlier than my teacher for the next few days, so I'm killing time. I started thinking about how today is a new start, and what I need a new start from. Well lets see, Im in need of losing quite a lot of weight, my skin is terrible, my diet is tertible, and as a friend affectionately says, my house is always in need of a clean. So where did I start to go wrong? Up until I was around 22, I was a healthy 12-14, I ate well, I exercised, and I was fanatical about having a clean home. Where did I lose all my motivation?? I can pinpoint that it all started when I got back from the states in 04, and it was caused by depression, but surely I havent been depressed for 5 years.... How do I get my mojo back?


- Blessed be
Moby xoxo

Unemployed and depressed

So its been awhile. The government pulled the insulation scheme so as of friday, the week before last, hubby and I are unemployed. It is one of the worst feelings. There is no stability and once our money runs out, I have no idea how we will pay rent. I have been for stacks of interviews, and I am crossing my fingers that one comes through shortly. Hubby on the otherhand is not doing so well. He is struggling to even get an acknowledgement (ignore my spellung pls) to his applications. Its such a tough world out there now for jobseekers. We had this grand plan to go to cleaning if we didnt have anything by tomorrow, yet the only cleaning position requires u to wait two months for payment. Hello Im desperate here!!! On the bright side I did get an interview for government temp work, only issue is that it means a pay cut of around $25K per year.... That so sux. So enuff of the whinging. Hubby and I are surprisingly good at home together. The house is staying fairly clean, and I have time for uni. Now all I need is a lil motivation to drop a few kg's.



- Blessed be
Moby xoxo