So I had my follow up Gyno appointment this morning and the news sucked honestly. D's sperm analysis came back ok except for 98% abnormality. They expect that with healthy lifestyle it should go down. My doc said though that if it doesnt, then we have no other option except IVF. I also am required to lose 15kg by my next appointment. He wants me to seriously consider weight loss surgery.
I am pretty devastated by the news. I think this is the first time I have really looked at the possiblity that we might have to do IVF. And I know there are so many people who have to, but I just didnt want to. I wanted to fall pregnant easily, have my beautiful healthy babies and just be normal. Why can't life be like this? Why does it all have to be so fucking difficult?
