ahhh Eclipse...I am going to see it tomorrow night. I have sat down to watch New Moon, and ready to read it again (all a refresher...). YES!!! I admit it!!! Im a Twilight Freak....oh how I love the Twilight Saga. Oh and on the 26th was the lunar eclipse...my photo is pretty crap, but I was so excited about it. So the last 2 weeks have been really crap. My sister had a epileptic seizure 2 weeks ago today, went to hospital, and sent home with sprained neck. She was told to apply hot and cold packs and massage. After 3 days, still just as bad, mum took her up to see her GP. He sent her for scans, only to find she had 3 fractured verterbrae...yep she has a broken neck!! So after a few days on a spinal bed, not allowed to move, they put her into a halo brace. Its been more than a lil scary, exhausting and emotional!! I am very happy to say she is back home after a week in hospital, and doing well. But its given me alot of time to site and think about things. 1. If it was me in that position, it would be hell. Im too big to be able to deal with it all. I dont have the flexibilty anymore, and it puts way too much pressure on my hips if I lay on my sides for too long, and I cant sleep on my back cos my b00bies are too heavy. So I am adamant I need to get this weight off. 2. I want to do something more than just go to work each day, I want something more to life. 3. I need money put aside. We were pretty skint this last week, which makes living at a hospital a lil hard. Constantly having to buy food, pay for parking, and keep entertained..I need an emergency fund. 4. (which I already knew) my lil sister means the world to me. I cannot put into words how hard it was seeing her like she was, or even how she is now. And to think that we could have lost her, it brings me to tears even thinking about it. I am so happy, and thankful that she has come out of this with no spinal damage or nerve damage. She has broken her C2, C3 and C7 vertebrae...she definitely did a good job.
So yes, to this week. Wattle is now flowering, so asthma and allergies have flared up. I have spent the last few days a big ball of snot and wheezy, oh Im soooo sexy!!! But hopefully on the mend shortly.
D and I have been chatting about our weight, his is going down, mine is going up. Im feeling more like a hypocrite at the moment. I have such strong ideas/ideals how I think kids should be bought up food wise, but I eat opposingly. I dont want our kids having any processed foods, yet Im living on takeout and milk coffee. I need to fix this
