Ok so Im at the end of yet another 2 week wait. Ive been feeling queasy, but I'm not holding my breath, though in all honesty its a bit hard not to hold onto a little bit hope. Im too scared to take a test though cos i know it will say no. Isnt that stupid?!?!?! It just sux that you can want something so much but have so little faith that it will ever happen. I think if I ever got that lil positive sign or second line I will either faint, throw up or burst into tears. Well thats if I even believe it to be true.
I hear so many people stress about the two week wait, thats never really been too much of an issues, its what happens after. When my cycle can go out to 45-50 days and I sit in hope that just maybe the tests aren't right, and that I am pregnant. I get all the symptoms, sore boobs, hideous sickness and lots of bloating. So yes lets see how the next few days go, but again Im not going to hold my breath.
