#30BBM Day 2

Your Task: Understand Your Negative Traits

3 traits I really want to work on this month. 

 - Being Lazy  - Impatience  - Procrastination

I think I am lazy because I keep making plans and organise stuff and never follow through. I dont finish projects (well not all) and I have so many ideas constantly running through my head and no time to really devote to them. I spend so much time procrastinating and just feeling like I cant be bothered, that I dont get really far. This sort of ties in both laziness and procrastination. I really want to get into a routine and get things completed.

I want to change these traits because I dont want to keep having left over stuff hanging over my head. I also dont want to feel the failure constantly thinking 'if only I had done that'. 

My baby steps for the month. To finish a few projects. Finish mum paperwork, finalise at least one website, and stick to the 30 day program.

I think I am impatient because its more than apparent I am. I dont like dallying around, I like everything to run on time, and I dont like time wasters. This would all be fine if I expected the same from myself, unfortunately I dont. I also dont want to keep having these high expectations of people. Where it doesnt really affect me, I need to let go and just enjoy the ride.

My baby steps to combat this, is just remain open to the issue, and keep to my schedule. Ensure everyone has clear understanding of what I am wanting, and as long as it doesnt affect me negatively, just take a moment and breathe.