Day 13 - letter to someone who has really hurt you

This is a struggle. Not for any emotional reason, but because I cant think of anything really recent. I'm not trying to say my life is perfect, because obviously it isn't, but I'0m pretty blessed. So, I am going to turn this around. I hate all this focusing on the negatives, I want to write a letter to someone who has made me feel so loved and again, blessed, to have the people in my life that I do. 

My Angel,


It is hard to put in to words how wonderful, and giving you are, and how special you are to D & I. I don't believe many have seen or understand the heartache we go through watching people around us have children, knowing there may be a chance we will never experience it ourselves. We have tried constantly to keep upbeat around others, to make sure that family and friends do not see the grief we feel at missing out on such a special gift. And while you sit, seeming to most to be not bothered by those around you, you see it all. You came to me the other day, at a low time. Again, another pregnancy was announced. You knew the pain I would be feeling. And then you offered us the greatest gift of all, a child.


It is not for any reason, except for fear and love, that we say no. How can we ask that of you? How can we put you through a process which will tear your heart in two? I would be honored to have a child that you carried, that you nurtured and have given life to, but how can I live knowing that for me to have this child, you have to live seeing a child you gave birth to raised by another?  


I want you to know that you will always have a very, very special place in our hearts, and we have not brushed off your offer with ease. I will always stand by your side and fight for what ever you want in life, and will support your decisions and your choices, because you have given me hope. I know that no matter what way we will eventually have to go, we will always have that final option. For that we are eternally grateful. 


With much love
Us xoxox

So there it is, my letter. 


yep Im blessed

Day 9-12

Following on
Day 9 - Something that I am proud of this week


I am super proud of my hubby. Above it the logo of his campaign for safer cycling, url is safecyclingaustralia.org. He is campaigning for a minimum of 1 metre distance between cars and bicycles while overtaking. He is working so hard, and doing so well. I am so super super in love with him....

Day 10 - Songs I listen to when....(insert emotion)

This is honestly a tricky one. I love all sorts of music and will listen to whatever whenever. I do prefers Norah Jones, Missy Higgins, Jewel, Laura Marling, Angus and Julie Stone to sing along too, and 80s love ballads to drive to, but Im happy with anything.

Day 11 - Pic of me and friends

Ill pass on this one

Day 12 - How did you find out about blogging...why do you do it?

I honestly cant remember where I found out about it. I have always written a journal, and only recently found one from when I was 11, so this was the natural progression. I do still keep a journal though.

Through blogging I want to enhance my writing skills, use it as an outlet, and find and share some interesting ideas. I also want to learn more about blogs and websites. Eventually use my skills to find something I am good enough at to make some money from. (No I do not expect to make any money from this blog)

I have just found CNN's ireport bootcamp, hopefully that will help fine tune some skills.

Day 3, 4 & 5

Ok so I dont have a pic of me and friends, 1) I dont have pics of me 2) I dont have many friends...haha...well not ones with pics

A bad habit, I have heaps. My biggest one is Iced Coffee. I am in love with Iced coffee. Just the bottled stuff, I hardly ever drink the whole thing, but its a HABIT. I need to break it.

A pic of a place I have been....hmmm

Day 6-8

Ok so Ive been slack, I blame my gorgeous hubby and his campaigning. I have not had access to a comp for awhile. Well not long enough to do some posting.
So onto Day 6
My favorite Superhero...why?
Well I think its pretty self explanatory from the name of my blog
Picture is from sodahead.com

I want to be Superwoman. I think its the Capricorn in me, the perfectionist. I want it all. I want the perfect home, my gorgeous hubby, kiddies and a great job. I want people to look at me and want what I have. I grew up with nothing, I had people thinking I had the 'perfect' family, but it masked what was really underneath. I want to create it now.
Day 7 - The person/ thing that has the biggest impact on my life.
This is a bit of an out there one for me. Growing up I lived with a non practising catholic family, who I can honestly say never really looked outside the norm, well except for Aliens. (my mum was obsessed thanks to Xfiles). But I for some reason found this liking of Buddha and what he represented. By no means was I ever as disciplined as his followers, but it struck a chord. Because of him, I learnt to not  go with the flow, but to make my own path. Yes it is rocky, I make lots of mistakes, but they are of my choosing.
pic by mobileappy.com

Day 8 - Short Term goals for the month - why

Ok, well this is a pretty easy one, my goals for October....(might I just say Im a list/goal maker, I redo them daily)

1. Gym/Exercise 3 x per week

2.  Not buy takeaway more than 3 x for dinners

3. Eat at the kitchen table

As you can probably tell, my life revolves around losing weight. I need to, Im in baby making mode. I need all the help I can get!

Well thats the end of 3 days...see you in a few more

Day 1 - 15 interesting things

A recent pic of me and 15 interesting facts

1. I am super super in love with my hubby, but some days he really p!sses me off

2. Up until 12 I was always one of the tallest in my class, I only made it to 5"3

3. I am studying to be a psychologist, but want to dabble in 1000 other things

4. I come from a massive family

5. My nails grow super super fast, but are so soft that they bend instead of breaking

6. I am super lazy

7. I love sports, I love this idea of being super fit and running, but have never been fit enough to call myself super fit

8. I never study, I hate studying, I dont have the dedication

9. I have a baby sister who is 25, she will always be my baby sister

10. I cant wait to have babies, and want to call my son Phinneas or Xavier.

11. My family are naturally gifted in the world of psychics, I need to work on developing my skills

12. I used to think I made things happen, later realised I just dreamt of things that are going to happen

13. My mums heritage is Celtic, my dads is red indian

14. I love to garden, and would love to grow everything I need

15. I feel most at ease and feel most like myself outside in the dirt, it grounds me more than anything

ok so they arent super interesting, but its me

Day 2 - The meaning behind Mobykat

So ok, Im going to tell a secret, come in close. Make sure you dont tell anyone...I havent told anyone before.
Where did I get mobykat from?
well......
one day I was in my cabin (I lived out the back of my folks house) and I was earning enough to put on the phone, which meant that I could finally get the internet. So I called Telstra (the only ppl really doing it at that time) and was listening to the radio. They asked for a user name, I was listening to Moby (yeah original) so said Moby-kat. Kat came from my name, Kat, kitty, trini, trina (but really Katrina). Over time I lost the hyphen, and became mobykat. I have been that eversince.

Getting to know me

Im stealing this from blogs and following it on
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Blog name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Your favorite song